Hard Water in the Holy Land

It's difficult to wash your hair with hard water, especially when it's as long as mine. Herein lie my reflections on exiting my comfortable stateside life for a year in the City of David.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Writer's Block

28 November 2006

Clearly this blog is not meant to be a regularly-updated thing. My apologies to all of you who keep checking it for updates on my life. It's been interesting to see how not having a desk job has stood in the way of my being able to spend lots and lots of time on the computer. In any case, a few musings on November:

One of the most exciting things I've been doing lately is taking this creative writing class at one of the liberal institutions of Jewish learning in this fair city. While I've yet to turn out anything particularly vibrant, I've been reminded how writing is a muscle, one which requires regular exercise to be honed and sharpened. Perhaps the combination of this unused blog and the class will allow me to record some of the things I've been thinking about during my long walks around the city.

Unfortunately, whenever I sit down to write, all I come up with is...other people's poetry. Most of you know that my brain (and the brains of my dear Smel as well) absorb song lyrics and poetry like the veritable Pirke Avot spongy Jew. While this makes me a hit at parties (and my Thanksgiving cohort can attest to that), it does have the drawback of eliminating any possibilities for independent thought when faced with a writer's prompt. Thus, when my teacher told us to write on name changes, in honor of Sarah and Abraham, all I came up with was Phillip Larkin's wonderful "Maiden Name," and this week's parent-child relationships prompt pointed me to the lovely illustrated poem of my childhood, Delmore Schwartz's "I Am Cherry Alive, the Little Girl Sang." And then I have to stop writing and compulsively write down the poem I've remembered, and think about it a lot, and regress a bit to the age I was when I memorized it. Now I don't think the answer to my compulsive memorizing is to stop reading poetry, but it does present a bit of a challenge to my creative side.

And speaking of practice: this week in MADA, we learned to take blood pressure, and last week, we administered IVs on each other! Photos of my GIANT black and blue marks coming soon. At least I'll never have to be anyone's FIRST attempt at an IV again...I hope...

Monday, November 13, 2006

Happy Birthday Everyone

12 November 2006

To the many of you who have recently turned or are about to turn 30, this poem is for you. (If it makes you depressed, I prescribe immediate viewing of the immortal Sex and the City episode "Valley of the Twentysomething Guys" as an antidote.)

Happy Birthday! Enjoy it!

TO MY TWENTIES
by Kenneth Koch

How lucky that I ran into you
When everything was possible
For my legs and arms, and with hope in my heart
And so happy to see any woman--
O woman! O my twentieth year!
Basking in you, you
Oasis from both growing and decay
Fantastic unheard of nine- or ten-year oasis
A palm tree, hey! And then another
And another--and water!
I'm still very impressed by you. Whither,
Midst falling decades, have you gone? Oh in what lucky fellow,
For the moment in any case, do you live now?
From my window I drop a nickel
By mistake. With
You I race down to get it
But I find there on
The street instead, a good friend,
X---------- N---------, who says to me
Kenneth do you have a minute?
And I say yes! I am in my twenties!
I have plenty of time! In you I marry,
In you I first go to France; I make my best friends
In you, and a few enemies. I
Write a lot and am living all the time
And thinking about living. I loved to frequent you
After my teens and before my thirties.
You three together in a bar
I always preferred you because you were midmost
Most lustrous apparently strongest
Although now that I look back on you
What part have you played?
You never, ever, were stingy.
What you gave me you gave whole
But as for telling
Me how best to use it
You weren't a genius at that.
Twenties, my soul
Is yours for the asking
You know that, if you ever come back.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Everyone Loves a Parade?

4 November 2006

A brief hello from this side of Shabbat, where queendeb and I have just spent a lovely Shabbat. Much to write here about our seminar on sexuality and other stuff, but in honor of the upcoming Pride march, I'll leave you with this sticker from the Meretz party. More to come soon.